Hours of my human experience
Manifestations without Hesitation
Beyond the Horizon

After the sun has risen

After the moon’s visit

After the tide's rise

And the tears have dried

 

Freedom covers our insecurity with,

With the insanity of knowing you have arrived,

Arrived at the last destination within the depths,

The vast depths of your heart,

Over the horizon of devotion, you might find a fire,

The fire that burns for the love that transcends time

 

Love’s cruelty was never meant for the faint of heart

Peace was never attained without lessons learned

My soul is reborn again, knowing time as the friend

The friend that did not give up on love beyond the horizon

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On the Verge

The stars witness this tree of life
Witnesses they are, to our attempts to circle the tree
Circling the tree we come close to, yet never to complete the circle

What is this tree of love?
Where the only fruits of this love are a fragile child we have called patience. We both love this child immensely, yet my fears are for his health as the minutes slip away one by one, until only few are left.  There must be a mysterious force for this love, where the child awakes momentarily each day.

This night I have bid farewell, without tears to hide.  For love will be reborn again and again
Without the guilt of leaving anyone behind.  I submit my self to the universe to hand me down
On the Verge of something so much more beautiful than this prison called my mind.

Farewell my freind, for we were both on the verge of saving this child. The tree shall upon another spring give life to love without burdens of winters gone by



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Shadows upon a full moon

Beyond the tears,

The moon drew my soul out of darkness

To comprehend patience and courage

Sprinkled with wisdom to know the difference

 

For the Creater of the Heavens answered my prayers

Standing humbled by gratitude, wounded by decency

Tests of a lifetime have come upon this moon

Simply to answer what could never be asked

 

Walking within the shadows, I sought hints

Dreams of what may come, potential spun of control

Compassion became my nightmare, tolerance my salvation

Faith renewed by the kindness that bruised this heart

 

Dilemnas planting their seeds upon this spring

The compass of morality the only way home

Maybe the first summer harvest will save our souls

In thanking the beloved for the lover within us all

 

My heart is broken by the evil we called pride

My soul yearns for letters of mercy handed from the throne

Simply breathing short breathes of redemption

Why have I become the sinner in forgivness?

 

The stakes got higher this time, the devil warned

Upon the soul of my offspring I have sworn

To live by values that make this life endure

Upon the shadows of a full moon

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Outdone by Devotion

Softly the music eased into the crevasses of my humanity
Gently my thoughts gave way to the echos of serenity
The full moon splashed my desires with rays of reality
Scaling the mountains of grace, my eyes wept of absurdity

The more I understood, disenchantment whispered in my ear
Confidence and Conviction danced for the sake of faith as I stood near
The clouds of doubt breezed over my fear thinking they were dear
Alone this night, I am blinded by what brought me this tear

Loneliness found me atop the mountain, huddling over the fruits of love's Devotion
Convictions confused memories only to disorient the mind's oreintation
Shadows played games upon my naivete, Wisdom exhaled in contemplation
Was I outdone by Devotion ? Love was not about to answer compassion..

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The hour before dawn

A gentle wind hushed me to sleep,
Intrigue was the story my life would keep
The journey was sprinkled with joys and sorrows deep
Appreciate the Sunniest of days, I learnt not to weep

We all have days we care not to remember
A gift arrived upon my life this December
Almost thinking it would be Thanksgiving in November
The gift was the sum of my life's work and the happiness
we may have shared in the voyage that began one October

Reminisce of days gone by was a faint memory now
Celebrating simple moments of kindness yet to come
Life seems so simple now with gestures of thanks
Thanks to the hour before dawn.
The hour fears left me before dawn

Once a month, a full moon visits
Deep inside I felt a presence
and recognized gratitude of your essence
It was what I felt in the hour before dawn
The hour fears left me before dawn

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Horizons undone

Amidst the fog, sights were lost

With their wings fighting the frost, 
Faith healers gathered throughout

Upon the chaos of yesteryear, the silence beckoned me here
Upon the laughs of the child, strengths fought to be near
Upon convictions of nature's call, you became the sea
Upon my emancipation, the ocean's transformed what once was me:

Seeker of the heavens, the embers of this self have I become
Finder of peace, this life now glows over horizons undone
Giver of love, my soul has merely begun
Fate is my gateway to other moments we thought were gone

In to the depths of awareness, this soul swims becoming one
In to happiness, the self has flown against the comforts warmer days
In to devotion, nature has revitalized a desert in to bloom
When the self disolves, silence shapes our bare souls into one

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Salvation of the Mind

Many a traveler has found freedom

Many a prisoner has yearned to be free

Many a sailor has escaped from the sea

Many a soul has found emancipation

 

Roads take us along our journey

Paths lead us upon our destiny

Dreams provides us with harmony

Mirages fool us into deliverance

 

Within our minds, we feel the plight

Within our souls, we seek the light

Within our lives, we lose the sight

Without our hearts, we are fright

 

Consequence changes hearts

Experiences change minds

Deliverance changes souls

Hour by hour in my existence I await,

Salvation of the mind

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Confessions

Who can understand the true fate history reports of fallen kings?

How long does eternity hold the beauty and grace of a love lost?

Why will ambition and pride sink mountains to the depths of history?

When will the soul refine it’s appetite yet maintain its youthful hope?

What is the price we must pay for forgiveness and mercy?

 

Fallen from grace, I am the king whose tears cried for the kingdom lost

Blessed with Eden only to watch it vanish in frost

For all those who seek they shall find,

The fruits of my labor I have received in roses of regret

Shame is my crown for violations of this soul

 

The present can be written and the future may be shaped

However we survive after the storms will not be foretold

Hope that will erase the sins my false friends; arrogance, jealousy and fear

Faith that we shall raise our heirs to respect commitments

Honor the knock of love upon our hearts

 

A ship limp’s to port after the devastation of life’s storms

Hope and faith are the winds delivering the fallen to their homes

Now that all my deeds are sunken treasures for history to hide and…

Dedication of this saga to the one who shall honor gifts and blessings

The ultimate love transcends time and place for the living and the dead

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Where Emancipation Awaits

There is a road we seldom travel yet one we like to nest are dreams upon

There is a sunrise we long for within aspirations long frowned upon
There is a friend we have often ignored in winters long gone

We are all born with the recipes of greatness and mediocrity
Somewhere in the dream we forget to yearn and serve our humanity
Compassion comes to those that can listen to their inner heroes of eternity
Selfishness can derail even the best of intentions in our search for clarity

There is an inner peace to be found for those that take the time to understand
There is a companion traveling alongside us, even when we forget the reasons at hand
There is laughter and joy to be celebrated for the kindness erupting from this land
There are daily decisions and momentary lapses within that derail many a plan

Let's take a moment to stop and breathe, long breaths and revive the dream
The first breathe allows to reflect upon our existence
The second breathe allows to revive our persistence
The third breath fills the sails of our renaissance
The fourth breath is the motion of dreams manifesting consequence
The fifth breath is recognition of what we have known yet ignored
The sixth breath transpires events in other timeline we may have never discovered
The seventh breath discards our fears of fear, where emancipation awaits...
 
 

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Guilt of Fate

Guilt of fate

Where do I begin to explore this epic ?
Was it so long ago that it is for me merely a relic ?
Maybe a long time I would have accepted this as ironic

This morning is so different that I am drawn to what once was the fire
The years have no longer made me sensitive enough to anybody’s ire
Could I have entered a time in my life to reflect upon this connection as dire?

The sails of my aspirations are now taking in all your winds pushing me forward
The waters are dangerous around this time of year for the uninitiated, and a reason to stay home for the wise

I have taken wisdom as reason to sail again into the unknown, leaving my inhibitions for the shores of certainty

If only I could capture the eyes that looked right through me, and the arms that held me, for only in that moment in time have I recognized my humanity

I have become the lover within the beloved shedding my armor that was merely my blanket from the cold.  

Within a glance, my life’s achievements, failures and pride were captured deep, deep within your eyes

My path is illuminated with the energy of your spirit, for if I am to continue, I am to give up my guilt of fate and embrace you as a fate of bliss.

We may all get second chances in life, and if this is mine then truly the God has even more love for us than we can possibly conceive

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